Forse è ancora troppo presto, anzi, sicuramente lo è.
Ma se lasciassi l'amaro liquore gorgogliare funestamente nello stomaco allora sì che starei male...mille sabati sera insegnano bene che la soluzione è una sola: vomitare.
Parlo che ancora ho sulle labbra i suoi baci, scrivo che ancora ho la sua pelle sotto i miei polpastrelli, guardo avanti che I still have the reflexes in my eyes ... it's early, "only time heals things and other crap sadly true that we spend a bit 'all ... but I do not have time.
I dress so many clothes in my 22 years, and without giving them too much to bore you with a useless list, I will tell you immediately that those disappointed lover - for my taste - I took them too long. These thoughts I have them tucked in my head for a bit 'now. Yet very little in what they do when she takes off.
Burns. For many reasons. This time I closed my life in a drawer and then wait for the day when someone makes me the key. I do not have friendships and passions behind a walled room with frescoes of us. I just left her smiles that fill a bit 'my days, I wanted that his laughter and his stories were the foundation of the past few months ... But even that little has been lost over the horizon, the sea and mountains.
In the midst of the fuss that was also raised again the sting of pride, yet so uncertain that has almost the taste of revenge or bluff. I ask only one thing: to feel good. I can not let my 22 years in the greyness of this slide will burn in anger or disappointment toward a destiny as always reluctant to bend the head to my will. I want to help me be happy. I want to feel once again that life is a game, and fuck, I divertirmici. Every grain of sand slipping from a crystal vase to another is a regret that builds up on the mountain already worryingly high ... If this new evidence on which the feet are not now pose the pillars on which to move to be happy, you know, the crumble and forge new ones. Miracles do not ask or superhuman powers, nor the new company. Just do not leave me in this limbo of indecision, let it move even further steps towards paths probably wrong, but at least new . I only ask that you give meaning to these energies so stupidly burned in front of a pc ... It 'will still weak, but help me to cultivate it. I know how great may be the fire that I can generate.
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